Title: Conditions of FaithAuthor: Alex Miller
Publisher: Scribner (2000)
Genre: Historical Fiction
Book Source: My Own Copy
Dust Jacket Synopsis:It's 1923 and at age twenty-five, Emily, an Australian, impulsively marries Georges Elder, a French-Scottish engineer ten years her senior. Suddenly she is propelled from Melbourne, where she is a promising scholar of classical civilizations, to Georges's small, conventional flat in Paris. Quickly dismayed at the traditional life she has married into, Emily resolves to look elsewhere for the exotic adventure and intellectual stimulation she believes to be her due. She will "live a Parisian fairy story," she determines, which suites her until it leads to an illicit liaison and unwanted pregnancy, altering her life irrevocably. At the center of the book is "the problem of a reason for living," a problem that society says should be solved, for women, by motherhood. For Emily, though, it's not sufficient. Her search for fulfillment will take her as far as the ruins of Carthage and ultimately challenge society's most deeply cherished beliefs about motherhood and family. C
onditions of Faith is at once a provocative romance and an elegant meditation on a timeless dilemma.
My Thoughts: I loved this book because it explores the themes that I am most interested in. The main character is a strong, intelligent young woman who is beginning her adult life. There is a sense that the protagonist, Emily, expects to "find herself" in Paris. She wants the culture to inspire her and provide opportunities for her to expand as a person. Instead of greater freedom she encounters more complexities and dilemmas. Alex Miller does an excellent job of describing the confusion of Emily's mind. He has created a very complex character by portraying a young lady who removes herself from the problems she had with her controlling father, only to discover that marriage actually increases her restlessness. Motherhood terrifies Emily because of the accompanying loss of freedom and the loss of control over her own life.
While
Conditions of Faith is mainly a character driven novel, the plot does have a fair bit going on. Emily travels to a few different locations, meets some interesting people and embarks on an intellectual writing career. Her desire to pursue the challenge of career creates a lot of tension in her married life particularly when she falls pregnant. Alex Miller's writing was lovely. The descriptions of the various settings were very powerful. I will certainly be looking for other books by this Australian author and will re-read
Conditions of Faith soon.
Two Quotes:
"... already at the age of unbelief - those precious treacherous years when we at last challenge our unquestioned childhood beliefs. Those years when to believe ceases to be the easiest thing for us and becomes the hardest thing. Then we spend the rest of our lives searching for the conditions of faith we once possessed so effortlessly and have lost. (p. 245-346)
"One goes by small degrees, one step at a time, until one stands at last on the place from which one refuses to be moved. And one is more astonished than anyone to see it is oneself who does this."(p.346)